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just visited jiachee's blog..
i m touched.
jiachee, stay strong !

just realized i m so damn stupid.get angry bcoz if minor stuff.get depressed that easily.
my emotions is getting unstable. i guess is due to i stay-ed at home for like 1month + not facing the difficulties in life. i closed my mind. nothing goes in to my mind until i read jiachee's blog,which makes me think of myself..
i m being too negative these days.i cried just bcoz of some small matter.

last year i wouldnt. bcoz i had tuition almost everyday. tutors nt only teach us how to sit for exam but something else, sharing experiences, ways to look at life, ways to handle pressure n more.
i miss those tuition life.i learnt more than i can say.but now i like back to form2 n 3 thinking negatively cried easily.>.< i hate the form2 n 3 me.

now i m quite excited about my future.what college m i goin..who will i meet.
no fears no worries ^-^ thanks jc for ur blog.

the reality of life is something cant b chged.
what for keeping ur mind to urself
why dont give it some freedom so that u can learn more
yu xin,it's time to open ur mind.


thanks guys for the day.
i appreciate the time we spent together.
our laugher our craziness
we're just like family.i will never forget the very 1st time we took dinner together just like a big family. i love that feeling.=)
so keep in touch.
n hv more gathering.. dinner together? =]


i wish i get the chance to learn music since young
i wish i study hard whn i m still a kid
i wish i wouldnt disappoint ppl


i dont know whether m i really good in driving..
i dont know i hv or nt something called talent in driving..
but..driving is something very new for me..
i really gan jiong whn driving..n..
i really cant bliv i can drive a car.

seriously..
i m happy whn uncle praised me..
it's just bcoz at last someone saw my hard work..
i know nothing but just to listen what uncle asked me to do.n i followed.

how long it has been since the last time ppl praise me?
i hv no idea.. i m not good in studies.not good in sports.
i always disappoint my parents tutors n friends.
they hv no more hopes on me.
n i lost my confidence.

but thanks alot to uncle.
at least now i know..
this time i m serious in driving.(the very 1st time i do thing seriously)
at least now i know..
if i tried my very best ppl will see it.
at least now i know..
i m nt transparent


uncle praised me
it gave me even more pressure
meaning that i can only do better every time. >.<
so hv to memorize rmb practise everyday to maintain the level..

wish me luck ppl ! for the very 1st thing i wanted to do it wif my heart.
n thanks for willing to read all my craps.


* just expressing my feeling *