it was unexpected whn the teacher called my name =)
i was shocked.surprised.
but the truth is i m nt really happy. coz there are too many ppl much more better than me.
i dunno since whn i started to compete myself with others.
i wish i can gv it a try again. i wish i can do better just for those B n Cs.
but there's no turning back in life, look forward.
i m thankful at least i didnt really disappoint my parents although it's not a perfect result.
i still bliv i can do much more better n i didnt try my best.
seriously i couldnt feel the happiness, m i expecting too much or i m a weird person.. ?
whn i failed to see their smile on their face,heart breaking for me.
girl did u know that my heart broke whn u just kind of ignoring me ?
u mean alot to me.u forget our days ? when we spent our time tgt eating chatting revising.
u're always the first person i think of whn ever i face any happy sad silly stuff.
u're my best best dear ever.
last time we shared our things,but now u're keeping it for urself..
dear can u please at least let me know what are u thinking right now ?
i m worried.
i know you ll b strong enough to handle it. i ll always b there. u know that right ?
god.
can YOU please dont let me suffer everytime i hv to take my result for those important exam.. ?
can YOU please dont make it so complicated for me ?
why always either i got not so good result or my fren?
cant YOU just make it equal ? everyone can smile truly from their heart.
i m so sorry for being emo.
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